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i am sitting here scared to death and alone. my son has no idea we are broke and should

i am sitting here scared to death and alone. my son has no idea we are broke and should not need to be told. he is 16 and oh so smart. i have been trying to hide my distress but dont know if i can any longer. my husband, his dad, passed 4 years ago and i am spiraling out of control
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i lost my husband 4 years ago. my son was 12, i cant imagine losing my father at 12. its been hard on us with no life insurance and all our savings stolen from us. we have endured so much but i can no longer find it in me to be strong. i am scared and broke. i dont want my son to know how bad it is. he is so smart and wants to go into the medical field, he is in 10th grade and already concerned about college. he doesnt drive, i cant afford a car or insurance for him. i am so depressed but try to hide it the best i can. i wish i could get back on track and see that my son has what he would have had if Dad had not passed. he is such a great kid and i feel i am letting him down. i love him more than life but feel guilty for his dreams not fulfilled. i just need to know where there is help available. i dont want to feel this way any longer. alone and broke.
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